Waiting sometimes seems like the hardest thing you have to do. Nevertheless, it must be done - either by choice or by force. Nothing you want will come to you any faster if you make up in your mind that your mind that you won't be patient and wait. You can't make time or life move anymore expediently than the pace at which it's designed to happen. Just wait for it.
I know you want the finer things in life that you've worked so hard to achieve. You want international trips at your leisure and dining out when you get the taste. You want to help others when they need help, not just when you can. You want to do nice things just because, not just on special occasions like birthdays, anniversaries, and holidays. You want to extend yourself to others in a way that will keep a perpetual smile on your face and in your heart.
At times, you think of having someone special to share your heart-smile with. You'd love to be able to make someone else feel as special as you do when you help someone. You want to put as much time and energy (or more) into loving someone special as you do your work and other endeavors. You really want all your hard work to pay off...monetarily and fulfilling. Just wait for it.
What you hope and dream for will come. What's in your heart, you will receive. Patience takes practice and practice makes perfect. Just wait for it...you don't really have much choice.
It's beautiful to be you...patiently beautiful.