Guess what...this is your life. You can do with it what you want...good or bad. Although, doing what you want may not always be the best thing for every situation. Sometimes you have to do what's right when you may not want to. Sometimes sacrifice is necessary.
As children, we have big ideas and enormous dreams. We have beliefs about the way the world works and the way it should work. Then, we concoct a totally unrealistic plan to fix all that's wrong and make ourselves and loved ones wealthy beyond our imagination. That's a child's mind, a child's thinking. This is life.
We're adults now and see that things don't work exactly as we thought they would. You have to pay for or cook food when you're hungry. Everyone doesn't want to talk to and/or play with you. No one offers or supplies you with anything simply because you need it. This is life.
Nevertheless...never stop dreaming and trying.
It's beautiful to be you...simply beautiful.