Sometimes we seek good times, fun times...in the name of forgetting not-so-good and not-so-fun times. Know and understand that some fun now does not equal good times later. I know you want to get through your rough patch as quickly as you can and forget all the turmoil that came with it. However, there are times when you need to remember the turmoil so you can make better use of your right now moments. It's your right now that will determine your next seconds, minutes, hours, and days...your next steps.
Never allow your discomfort to dictate your level of decorum. There are some things that must be experienced now in order to prepare you for your tomorrow...to mature you. Manage your moments wisely...they're your steps to the next level. Put forth effort so that your fun is building your future. Otherwise, is it worth it?
It's beautiful to be you...simply beautiful.